Looking Up [Song]

I looked up and expected to see stars
Arranged in the shape of your face
an arrow pointing North telling me
Exactly which direction to go tonight

But these nights I lose my grasp
On our pretend happy ending
It’s darker than I wanted it to be
Much too dark to find my way

I pushed it down below, down below
These melodies pull thoughts top side
And I’m surrounded here, suffocated here
And I looked up and expected to see stars…

But these nights I lose my grasp
On our pretend happy ending
It’s darker than I wanted it to be
Much too dark to find my way

Looking for light at the wrong time tonight
It’s too dark to find my way (2x)

And these nights I lose my grasp
On everything we should have been
Everything we could have been
Everything we ARE